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Gochna

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I usually don't do such, but been YEARS since my last journal, and this one seems fun, so here we go!

1. Your Masculine Side:

[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[X] Dogs are better than cats.
[/] It’s hilarious when people get hurt. (I mean, depends what happens and how are they hurt. Schadenfreude?)
[X] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[X] You own a car racing game.
[ ] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. 
[ ] You owned a DS, PS2, N64, or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You have watched sports on TV.
[X] Gory movies are cool. 
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[X] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (When I am with right people)
[ ] Sports are fun.
[X] You talk with food in your mouth.
[X] You sleep with your socks on at night. (Winter time)
[ ] You have fished at least once.

Total: 11.5


2. Your Feminine Side:

[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ]You wear the color pink. (Sometimes.)
[X] You go to your mom to talk.
[ ] You consider cheer leading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[X] You cried watching a film. ("Green Mile". Fight me!)
[ ] Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[X] You don’t like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics.
[ ] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed (and make-up).
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[ ] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.

Total: 3

3. Appearance:

[X] I am shorter than 5′5″. (5'4"/165cm ;_; )
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[/] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[X] I’ve had/have braces.
[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. 
[ ] I have more than two piercings. 
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

4. Experiences:

[X] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[X] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[X] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[X] I’ve seen a meteor shower. (Kinky...)
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the northern lights.
[X] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. (Not a roof of a building, but yes)
[X] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[X] I’ve ridden in a taxi. 
[ ] I’ve seen the rocky horror picture show.
[X] I’ve eaten sushi. 
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

5. Relationships:

[X] I’m single. (And I like it that way)
[ ] I’m in a relationship. 
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. 
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

6. Honesty/Crime:

[X] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[X] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[X] I’ve sneaked out.
[X] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[X] I’ve run a red light. (Once by accident, got distracted.)
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight. 
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

7. Death and Suicide:

[/] I’m afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[X] I’ve seen someone/something dying.
[/] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. (I know they had thoughts, but they did not try anything.)
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

8. Random:

[ ] I can sing well. (I wish ;_; )
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[/] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[X] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for a cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[/] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room.
[/] I am ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[/] I’m good at remembering dates.
[X] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] All my answers were totally honest.
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Back from the DED. by Gochna

ENGLISH:

United Kingdom
So, after 2 trips, one to the Netherlands and other to the Germany, I am finally back at home, for a longer period of time.
Hopefully I will get back in shape with making Gmod screenshots, and because I am going to get new PC this month, it will be way more pleasant without my PC crashing.
That also means I will be able to play newer games, that would burn my current pc down to the ashes. Wooho!

So with thats said: home sweet home!


POLSKI:

Poland
Po 2 dłuższych wyjazdach, jednym do Holandii a drugim do Niemiec, w końcu jestem znowu w domu, i to na dużo dłuższy okres czasu.
Mam nadzieję, że szybko wrócę do formy z robieniem nowych prac w Gmodzie, po dwumiesięcznej przerwie, tym bardziej, że zamierzam sobie sprawić nowy komputer, a więc koniec z randomowymi resetami i wyłączaniem programów do pulpitu.
No i w końcu będę mogła pograć w nowe gry, które spaliły by mojego obecnego kompa.

Nie ma jak w domu!
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[4k] Hold on, meine Freunde! by Gochna

ENGLISH:

United Kingdom
Well, not quite Berlin, but still Germany.
Similarly as in my previous journal entry, tomorrow, 1st of January, I am leaving my country yet again, after a brief Xmas break at home, this time going to the Germany.
If things go right, I will be back around the end of February or beginning of March. During this time I might be even less active than what I have expected in Netherlands (which turned out to be one of my more productive seasons in case of Gmod-making), since this time my job requires a lot of place swapping and traveling up to 500km, so I won't have as much time/possibility/internet access to do so.
I will have free weekends though, so that is when, I hope, I might have spare time to play some games or goof around in Gmod.
But even so, I'm gonna log in every now and then, to browse deviantART or chat with people either here or on my Steam.
Needless to say, I hope for things to go all right in there, and wish me luck!
Cheers!



POLSKI:

Poland
No, może nie całkiem Berlin, ale też Niemcy.
Podobnie jak w moim poprzednim wpisie, jutro, czyli pierwszego Stycznia, po raz kolejny jadę za granicę, po krótkiej przerwie na Święta w domu, tym razem do Niemiec.
Jeżeli wszystko pójdzie po mojej myśli, na co liczę, to powinnam wrócić gdzieś w okolicach końca Lutego, początku Marca. W tym czasie mogę jednak być znacznie mniej aktywna, niż podczas pobytu w Holandii (gdzie jak na ironię byłam bardziej aktywna pod względem tworzenia w Gmodzie, niż się spodziewałam), ponieważ praca będzie wymagała ode mnie wielokrotnego dojazdu do różnych placówek, czasami położonych nawet do 500km dalej. Tak więc może się okazać, że po prostu nie będę miała czasu, możliwości, tudzież dostępu do internetu.
Weekendy będą raczej na pewno dniami wolnymi, więc mam nadzieję chociaż wtedy będę miała trochę własnego czasu, czy to na gry, czy na zabawę w Gmodzie.
Tak czy siak będę starała się wbić od czasu do czasu czy to na deviantARTa, czy na Steama.
Mam nadzieję, że wszystko ułoży się po mojej myśli.
Życzcie mi powodzenia, i do zobaczenia!
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I'm going on an adventure! by Gochna

ENGLISH:

United Kingdom
It has been a long time since my last Journal entry back in 2012.
And my guess is that also not much of you still keeps an eye of my profile, but for those few lest who still do, here is some information.
A lot has happen since then, a lot has changed, but the biggest change is coming this week.
I am leaving my home and my country, and I am going to try with a new start. Will I succeed? No idea, but I hope for it.
I am moving to Netherlands with my brother, who is in there for 3 months already.
At the beginning I will live with him and some of his friends, as he promised he will help me with that, but later on I will probably have to look for a flat to rent on my own.
I'm going there for work, so the first days I might spend job-hunting.
I will have a laptop in there with internet access but it does not mean I will be online too often, at least not at the very beginning.
I am not gonna lie, that I am scared as hell, which is the biggest irony, since I have always wanted to leave. And now as it is finally happening, after years and years of broken promises and fails, I am like a scared cat, full of doubts.
But the die is cast

Wish me luck.

 

POLSKI:

Poland
Po czterech latach przerwy, i mojego ostatniego żurnala w 2012 w końcu jakieś uaktualnienie.
Dla tych kilku niedobitków, którzy ciągle jeszcze tu zaglądają, choćby i raz na ruski rok, małe uaktualnienie.
Dużo się zdarzyło od roku 2012, dużo zmieniło, a największa zmiana czeka mnie w tym tygodniu.
Wyprowadzam się z domu, i w ogóle z kraju, aby zacząć wszystko od nowa. Nie wiem czy mi się uda, czy nie, ale staram się być dobrej myśli.
Jadę go Holandii razem z moim bratem, który spędził już tam ostatnie 3 miesiące.
Na samym początku mam obiecane mieszkanie razem z nim i jego znajomymi, ale pewnie po jakiś czasie będę musiała poszukać czegoś "swojego" na wynajem.
Jako, że jadę tam do pracy, to moje pierwsze dni spędzę na całej papierologii, i o ile nie uda mi się wkręcić do pracy gdzie brat pracuje, na przeglądaniu ofert.
Biorę ze sobą laptop, i będę tam mieć dostęp do internetu, co jednak nie oznacza, że będę jakoś często, w każdym razie nie na samym początku.
Nie ukrywam, że jestem tym faktem wręcz przerażona, jak na ironię, gdyż chciałam wyjechać już od dawna. A teraz, kiedy w końcu się spełniło, po wszystkich porażkach, ja jestem wystraszona niczym mały kociak, i pełna obaw, czy w ogóle powinnam, i czy to się ma prawo udać.
Ale kości zostały rzucone.

Życzcie mi powodzenia.
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I'm going on an adventure! by Gochna

ENGLISH:

United Kingdom
It has been a long time since my last Journal entry back in 2012.
And my guess is that also not much of you still keeps an eye of my profile, but for those few lest who still do, here is some information.
A lot has happen since then, a lot has changed, but the biggest change is coming this week.
I am leaving my home and my country, and I am going to try with a new start. Will I succeed? No idea, but I hope for it.
I am moving to Netherlands with my brother, who is in there for 3 months already.
At the beginning I will live with him and some of his friends, as he promised he will help me with that, but later on I will probably have to look for a flat to rent on my own.
I'm going there for work, so the first days I might spend job-hunting.
I will have a laptop in there with internet access but it does not mean I will be online too often, at least not at the very beginning.
I am not gonna lie, that I am scared as hell, which is the biggest irony, since I have always wanted to leave. And now as it is finally happening, after years and years of broken promises and fails, I am like a scared cat, full of doubts.
But the die is cast

Wish me luck.

 

POLSKI:

Poland
Po czterech latach przerwy, i mojego ostatniego żurnala w 2012 w końcu jakieś uaktualnienie.
Dla tych kilku niedobitków, którzy ciągle jeszcze tu zaglądają, choćby i raz na ruski rok, małe uaktualnienie.
Dużo się zdarzyło od roku 2012, dużo zmieniło, a największa zmiana czeka mnie w tym tygodniu.
Wyprowadzam się z domu, i w ogóle z kraju, aby zacząć wszystko od nowa. Nie wiem czy mi się uda, czy nie, ale staram się być dobrej myśli.
Jadę go Holandii razem z moim bratem, który spędził już tam ostatnie 3 miesiące.
Na samym początku mam obiecane mieszkanie razem z nim i jego znajomymi, ale pewnie po jakiś czasie będę musiała poszukać czegoś "swojego" na wynajem.
Jako, że jadę tam do pracy, to moje pierwsze dni spędzę na całej papierologii, i o ile nie uda mi się wkręcić do pracy gdzie brat pracuje, na przeglądaniu ofert.
Biorę ze sobą laptop, i będę tam mieć dostęp do internetu, co jednak nie oznacza, że będę jakoś często, w każdym razie nie na samym początku.
Nie ukrywam, że jestem tym faktem wręcz przerażona, jak na ironię, gdyż chciałam wyjechać już od dawna. A teraz, kiedy w końcu się spełniło, po wszystkich porażkach, ja jestem wystraszona niczym mały kociak, i pełna obaw, czy w ogóle powinnam, i czy to się ma prawo udać.
Ale kości zostały rzucone.

Życzcie mi powodzenia.
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